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Pig in a Bank

Perhaps my boss is on MC today, for a good reason. This. For me to have a breather, away from that pig who snorts around me all day, gather my thoughts and finally start writing my blog again. Because of that pig, I can't update most of my life here. Not like there's anybody interested in it, really, other than the two sidekicks that I know. But writing here, in this white space, has managed to do some magical recuperation to my head. .... Now that my head is clear, I can't think a word of significance to write. Damn pig!

Malam tadi aku bermimpikan yang aneh. Di dalam mimpi aku, teman lelaki kepada seorang teman, menelefon aku lalu berkata

"I’m so horny".

Apakah?

Leap of Faith

Suicide by Andy Warhol

Dear Ian,

Do you remember back then, when we used to talk about suicide, and how you are totally being non-judgmental about people who commits or who are contemplating suicide? If I were on the verge of a bridge, contemplating to jump off, does that mean you'll save me or you'll just let me go?

si.boolat

Kadangkala...

Kau tak perlu berkata sepatah pun untuk menyatakan apa yang terkumpul dalam benak itu.

You're most welcome.

A tip for everyone. when somebody hurt you and that somebody tried to talk & asked for forgiveness, you reciprocate with an open mind. Keeping it silent is far from fixing.

And oh..be careful, for what you ask for, amigo. Karma's a real bitch.

Orang² yang tak mengenang budi dan orang² yang berlagak seperti mereka adalah orang yang paling pandai dalam dunia...

Dua jenis manusia ini - please do me a favor ...

Tolonglah terjun lombong dan pergi mampus! :)

Aku bukan manusia sempurna...

sesempurna gambar ini.

One word for each photo to describe exactly how I feel, being 26.

Self-Revealed.

Violated. Old.

Overjoyed.

Warmth.

Brother.

Loved.

26 vs. 24

Thrilled.

Comical.

Plenty.

Kentut.

Guilt.

macam,(cela)ka

Ada banyak benda yang aku tak faham dalam dunia ni dan perkara itu selalu buat aku bertanya pada alam "Why does people do the things they do?" Contohnya, orang-orang yang senang menganggap engkau bitch, just because engkau minta mereka 'tolong' bayarkan bil elektrik. Orang-orang yang menganggap engkau bastard, sebab nada sms berbaur seperti 'arahan'. Orang-orang yang menganggap engkau asshole, sebab engkau tak sediakan wang RM20 ringgit di atas meja sebagai bahagian bayaran untuk bil letrik tersebut. Walhal... Engkau sanggup menghantar orang-orang itu ke terminal bas dan melayan segala drama cinta agung mereka. Engkau sanggup melepaskan tidur yang lena kepada deringan phone orang-orang itu pada pukul 5 pagi, yang sibuk mahu bercakap dengan kekasihnya yang tak mahu menjawab telefonnya. Engkau sanggup melayan juga karenah² pasangan orang-orang itu dengan berfikir dan berkongsi pendapat di tengah pagi atas dasar kawan. Engkau sanggup pejamkan mata, pekakkan telinga semata atas dasar hormat pada mereka. Dan sekali lagi hati aku diperihkan orang-orang yang merasakan diri mereka selalu benar,melalui pengaktifan ego, prasangka dan paranoia di otak jelik mereka. Dan aku, di dalam situasi yang sebegini, masih mampu untuk mengumpul semua kesabaran, cuba untuk berbual dan berdamai, tapi disambut dengan poker face mereka yang pastinya tidak mendatangkan apa-apa benefit sekalipun, melainkan segumpal disrespect dari aku. Jadi, kenapa? Why does people do the things they do? Why can't people stop & think for a moment that some things, are just not worth fighting. And especially so, when it involves bil eletrik. Bodoh!

Fuck Cars

Dear Martha,

I am so fat and I need to look my best by 2010. I think cycling to work and everywhere else for that matter will burn these annoying fats faster, makes me look like the kind of bad ass that people envy, get to know new people in the most unexpected ways and perhaps, grabs the attention of my future man. Please donate the money in your huge ass vault and buy me this bike, pronto.Please.You could just be my shining armour Martha!

Madzrina A. Mat