the next 2 months and 1 week

so how far would you go for the ones you love?

"what's wrong with you?!"/ "why can't we have an understanding?"

i don't know.

maybe cos' we've been apart for so long?

i think, it's kinda hard to understand one's expression/ demeanour when you don't see them often.

but like i said, i don't know. what say you?

seksual.

"honey"

"aha..?"

"you know that photo of you and that short skirt showing off your shoes?"

"aaahaaaa...?"

"i got a hard on at the cc looking at that photo. what were you trying to do?! damn you!"

"ahahaha"

and i get sejenis lembapan,  just knowing you were thinking that.

now you said you want us to travel terengganu la, melaka la, lagi singapore la..

well you can pretty much forget that now. cos we ain't going out of the room, dirty boy.

jom semua, kita raikan kekosongan bersama.

it's not so bad when you have someone to celebrate it with you.

have a good jahanam weekend everyone! ;)

bagusnya bekerja dengan kapitalis, you'll get this thing called 'bonus'.

i know you're talking about me behind my back. to another friend of ours, who eventually wrote about it online. though i know that friend of ours tried very hard to keep the names confidential. aku tak makan cili, tapi terasa pedas. but i don't mind. i don't mind it because unlike you, buddy, i know i didn't speak about it to anybody else and i am cool, as texted to you then.

so yeah, i guess you really didn't mean it when you said you're sorry.

i really need to be distant from you, cos' right now, you are exactly like everybody else who'd left.

you're such a cliche.

aku tak ada kaki yang cantik. yang aku ada, cuma sedikit wang dan taste untuk kasut yang cantik. jadi?

therefore, i am one happy woman.

zaki

cukup.

bit bitter bites

friends are not superheroes, they are just humans.

and friends, are capable of saying bad things to you.

and they might not be there when you are in the deepest hole.

so, what makes a good friend?

i don't know. ask your good friend. 

sesetengah lagu, boleh bikin kau gila...

...dan membayangkan macam-macam imbasan imej di kepala.

contohnya macam toe's motronome yang diberi P tadi, aku imagine berada di rooftop menghisap rokok sambil angin kuat meniup rambut, dan dibelakang aku ada honey, yang memegang kuat pinggang empuk sambil kepalanya dilekuk leher aku.

dan lagu dari spritz pemberian P juga, aku bayangkan aku baru bangun dari mimpi di tengah malam. sambil memandang ke luar tingkap. dan yang kelihatan, cuma bulan dan bintang terang. dan kalau ini movie, akan ada momen di mana aku flashback, ke momen aku di bilik bersama honey, half naked, satu masa dulu, 2 hari sebelum dia pulang ke co.mayo ireland. tatkala itu, aku meniarap di atas kakinya, dan sambil menelangkup, aku menangis.

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sugarcoat

sekurang-kurangnya, aku ada momen² begini dalam hidup.

benda² inilah yang selalu menyelamatkan aku aku.